Well, I do have one piece of good news. I resolved the problem between my friend and I so everything is all good. However, another problem has come up into my life. When I look at my future ahead, it seems less likely that I'm heading to college no am I going to be a good cellist. I read about this one cellist who said he practiced for 3 hours every day. I don't have that kind of time or discipline to do that. That's the one trait I hate about myself is that I don't have that discipline to keep myself practicing. I got to a point where I think I don't need to practice. Unfortunately, I am very, very wrong. I need the practice but I can't get myself to understand that. It needs to happen eventually, not by outside forces, but by my own will.